She creates a world of armor, a cocoon of comfort and safety. Withdrawing from harshness, putting up walls around the tender heart and exhausted mind. Without facing reality, finding the voice and reconciling to who she is and wishes to be, she is withdrawn into a shelter of isolation from the world. The toughness of the armor is the barrier of problems. She is confined, lives and breathes on for the purpose of controlling outcomes. The degree of her armor is proportionate to the need for protection from her sensitive heart. Freedom from the armor is proportional to the beauty she can give to the world. There’s a light of hope that glows at her, an invitation to transform the state of consciousness from one dimension to another, undergoing a deep experience that leads to a whole new capacity and perception. The butterfly is a life force, a new possibility past the feelings of despair and mental entrapment, and triggers new ideas, a new hope. Her face glows, exposing the beauty of her soul that is ready to fly. Wrapped in an armor of cocoon, she soon emerges in a new form, undefeated, free, and unleashing the inner self taking in the beauty of the world, and breathing out the beauty of her soul.
Penelope is a remarkable and noteworthy character from Greek mythology. She provides a rare example of a strong mortal woman in Greek literature. The Odyssey by Homer is a narrative of Odysseus’ decades-long quest to return home to Ithaca. Ten years have passed since the fall of Troy, and Odysseus still has not returned to his kingdom in Ithaca. At home, a large mob of 108 suitors overrun Odysseus’s palace and pillaged his land and courted his wife Penelope. In the Odyssey Penelope is portrayed as a devoted wife, weeps and waits for Odysseus. However, she is a complicated woman with a twisted sense of destiny, cleverly misguided the suitors leading with promises but choosing no one. To spare herself from choosing one of the suitors, she insisted that they should wait until the moment she has woven the shroud for Laertes, the father of Odysseus. Each night she unraveled a piece which she had woven within that day.
The conception of this painting started with the theme of love, and how when Penelope can’t fight the physical battle of invaders of her home, she still manages to keep herself, her son, and the kingdom safe, while still holding out hope that her husband will eventually return. The control of color in this painting is used to convey many aspects of hope, love, and deception. Her face is an image of despair, thoughtfulness, wisdom, and intelligence amidst all the chaos of the suitors taking over her kingdom. The black and white represent her coldness towards the suitors, holding out her true “color” while she stays confined to her sadness and depression. In front of her is the light of hope, and behind her is the gloom of the situation as symbolized by the background. While Odysseus sinks deeper and deeper into the inner world of his fantasy, she remains his anchor, that dash of “color” as a beacon for that safe harbor he will reach home one day. Penelope is intimately connected with the cycles of darkness and light, despair and hope, shades of greys and colors. She wears a color headband, a beacon for her husband’s return, a sign of commitment, a promise that won’t die. Her undergarment is red, a passion for Odysseus, while the tunic, the outer garment, is partially color contaminated by the suitors she wishes to shed.
Throughout history portraiture has been used as a record of a person displaying the qualities of beauty, wealth, or personality of the sitter. As an artist, portraiture is my tool to transcend the individual identity and to reach into the realm of psychological characteristics. It’s a portrait of recognizable traits above recognizable individuals, relatable and customized to the interpretation of the viewers. In I’m Boundless, those traits are that of confidence and unlimited possibilities. The timeless woman, with focus and certainty, radiating an aura of grace and beauty, displays her power of control.
I’m Boundless
18 x 24 in, oil on wood panel
“Becoming Liberty and Justice for All”
I’ve been behind in sharing my new work. This large piece will appear in a show called “Justice” at the Marin Museum of Contemporary Art from 11/14-12/24/20 in Novato, CA.
Between the breakdown of society and ignorance of the problems we face, resides a space call conversation, where truths are exchanged. It’s not a space for misidentification, exaggeration, attention grabbing, and simplification. Only through honest and in-depth identification of the problems can problems be solved. We are equipped with the knowledge, the resources, reasoning ability, and the mindfulness to hold back judging quickly or to follow the trends, the mass, and our genetic tendency for tribalism. It’s essential that the lines of communications for intellectual dialogues are open, democratic, and free of societal fear and condemnation. Only through successful open conversations can society transcend to a unifying understanding of the problems we face and the solutions we crave. It is through attention to evidences, confronting our bias and ego, and setting aside our politics and religious beliefs, that ideas and reasons can flourish to bring us to a better place for humanity.
The Great White Rhino (48 x 48 in, oil on canvas) This one is life size. I’ve done many elephant and rhino paintings over the years, with 100’s of photos that I’ve detailing the complexity of the skin folds. For a successful piece, the relative size of the folds to the overall size of the animal needs to be correct. As I’ve often stress the importance of relative values, the values of the skin fold shadows must be accurate to the overall mass shadows of the animal, in relative values and intensity. For these reasons, I enjoy capturing these massive animals repeatedly without losing interest .
20″ x 20″, oil on wood A glow illuminates the space. The mind and spirit take a form of energy that transcend the mundaneness. Inspiration illuminates. There’s a thrilling feeling of elevation, a burst of energy, an awareness of greater possibilities. It takes form of creative action rather than mere appreciation. Something beautiful and productive. There is new perception, some holistic understanding, along with the feeling that one is capable of more. Time alters its pace. The senses are amplified. Some might say it is something mysterious, uncontrollable bursting forth deep in the unconscious, a new light. The Greeks said it was the Muses. Inspiration is a gift that passes from one individual to another, one that to be trusted, internalized, and radiated towards others.
